Working......

Now that school has been in for almost a month, I am finding that I am really quite bored! As I was walking through the mall Wednesday probably for the 2nd time this week, I stopped into Bath and Body Works looking for the Jasmine Vanilla hand soap I love, that I have had a hard time finding, the lady working the register asked if I was interested in a job. My first instinct was to laugh, anyone who knows me knows that I don't really "work" for long. I have not had a job in 9 1/2 yrs. A job outside of home that is. I have tried to work a few times in these 9 yrs, but they don't last. So I say to this lady, well, I am not sure. I can't work nights and weekends and it would have to be part time while my kids are at school during the day Mon-Thurs. I mean really, who am I to pick and choose days and hours in a retail shop, where employees are a dime a dozen? But she says thats exactly what I am looking for. Oh, well I am not sure, I tell her. She hands me an application and says to come back Mon at 2. Ok. Kind of excited, I go home and tell Jared and he just laughs. Nice. Knowing he really doesn't care much as long as it really isn't nights and weekends, I have a decision to make. I keep going back and forth on it. I think it would be fun, it would give me something to do, and it would be a little extra spending money. But for those 3 positives, I get a list of negatives. Worrying about the kids needing me while at school is the biggest. Lexi has called home only 1 time since being in school and Jakson hasn't yet. But because I would have another responsibility they would of coarse call. So I am not sure to go on Mon or not?